Doctor: "Now, Roger, half the patients don't make it through. If you don't make it, you will feel no pain."
Evidence: Interview Recording
Never given a bath, teeth brushed, linens changed on bed or given much to eat. I was allowed up only 2 hrs/day, and I brought food, changed bed, gave husband bath items, brushed his teeth and change hospital gown everyday. Never saw any staff to ask questions or get information. No one came in room.
My husband was sent from urgent care by ambulance to their hospital affiliate ER where he was told he was positive for COVID. Admitted to the COVID floor, and ER doctor said he wanted to give Remdesivir. I adamantly told him NO Remdesivir, and husband also said, “No.” Found out next day that he had been given 4 doses that night. I do not know if any more was given as I cannot obtain medical records (trying to get but no response from hospital), and I was only allowed up to see him between 4 & 6 each afternoon.
If I left early, could not return and no one else could come to hospital. When in ICU, bi-pap machine blew out his lung the day before death. Infectious disease doctor needed to put chest tube in, but wanted him on vent. Husband did not want this, but he was placed on it because he was told he wouldn’t make it through without the vent because he was too weak.
He coded twice in the early A.M. the next day. I asked for an EEG to see brain wave activity, and said they couldn’t do it unless he was taken off all meds.
I requested he be removed from life support, as we had talked many times, that if he couldn’t live a normal life then I was to remove any life support. I asked nephrologist who wanted to do bedside dialysis, since he had no urine output in 4 hrs, after 2nd code, what type of life he would have if by some miracle I could bring him home. She stated he would be on a vent the rest of his life and probably dialysis. I made the decision to pull the vent, and he died approximately 10 minutes later with no response whatsoever.
Side note: husband never was offered a shower, clean linens, brushing of teeth, or any hygiene during the entire hospital stay. I brought him food and drink up, and changed bed linens, gown, and gave a bath to him everyday. I cleaned the room many days, and cleaning personnel were present only 2 days that I was aware of.
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Testimony Clips 11
The following clips were extracted from Roger Shellenbarger 's recorded testimony interview. Each captures a key moment relevant to one or more of the 25 documented COVID protocol commonalities.
“"he didn't get much food. Even on Christmas, they had a special meal, and I said, are you not gonna give him anything to eat on Christmas? And they said, well, he's gotta fill out that thing. And he said, I did, and they didn't give it to him. And I said when I got up there the next day, I said, did you get your food? I had taken him up food for him, so he did have things or whatever. But he said, no. They never brought it. So, he never ate breakfasts, anything.”
“"I wish I would have made decisions, such as never had him admitted." "If I coulda had arrangements made somehow through the ER to have him sent home with oxygen, I think we'd had a whole different ballgame. I think we coulda had a whole different ballgame if the remdesivir wasn't given.”
“"nurses would tell us they don't have time, you know, to be able to get him up and move him and walk him. He was supposed to be sixteen hours on his stomach, eight hours on his back. No. One time. One time. And she said, we don't have time. We don't have the manpower to do this. And at one point, I said, let me do this. I can do this. I can be here. And they said, no. You're not allowed to be here.”
“"So she said, then are you telling me you wanna pull the vent? And I said, yes. I am. That's what we're gonna do. ... Just dang it. We had to make the decision quickly on the dialysis because he hadn't had any output, in the catheter for four hours, which was the time of the first code.”
“"And we kept saying he needs to start antibiotics because he's got pneumonia now or whatever, and he's got fluid. And they said that's not in the protocol. We're not doing that... But we kept pushing that we wanted these IV antibiotics. They would not start they kept telling us it's not protocol.”
“"So I walked into that room, and my god, there was blood everywhere, all over the bed, all over him... I said, oh my gosh. And do you think I could get anybody to talk to? No. I have no idea what happened. They just said on the phone call that he had a bad night. So this is how bad this place was. I'm he never had his bed changed.”
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