Gaslighting

“suddenly, I wasn't gonna get the ivermectin. Yeah. They couldn't give the ivermectin, they said, because it's you know, they go they they they give you the same line. It's not it's not FDA approved. Yes. It is FDA FDA approved, and, you know, I argued with them a lot about that. And then it was, what about the budesonine? No. I can't do that because, they, you know, they just they they didn't want to do it. They didn't want to do the budesonine.”

“"And they kept saying, you're leaving AMA against medical advice. And I said, no. I'm not leaving AMA because I have a lot of doctors advising me if I don't leave, I'm gonna die. I'm leaving home hospice, not AMA. And we went back and forth. The police were called. They kinda had like, for hours. I think we were there about six or seven hours going back and forth negotiating this.”

“"there was a female doctor that tried to kind of gaslight me into staying. You know, they try to scare you into staying and dealing with their protocol, and, and I can't be gaslit. Right? Like, so she was she was saying to me, she said, you know, he can't there's no way to to manage your oxygen outside of a hospital. He can't do it. And, my husband kinda interjected and she said, no, I need to talk to her. She she said and I looked at my husband and I said, do you have everything you need to manage my oxygen at home? And he said, I do. And I told her, I said, I trust my husband. And if I die at his hands, it's better than dying at your hands. And, and we're leaving.”

“"my husband would say, budesonine every four hours, one milligram of budesonine every four hours won't hurt her... Ivermectin won't hurt her. No. But it won't work... They did give me one round of remdesivir that I did not want... they had me listed as a DNR the whole time I was there as a DNR... we were quite clear that that was not the case.”

“"Every time we ask for a certain type of medication that we'd heard worked for somebody, more than once, the answer was always, it is not the protocol. We were told that once, twenty five times... we asked for budesonine to be given to him. So they gave it, but you can tell that they were just giving it to satisfy us. They only gave him the and I, like, twice a day, which was not enough.”

“"I could not shake this horrible guilt feeling that I brought him there. You know, I picked that hospital. Maybe a different hospital would have been better...”

“"And, he explained to me what what that meant. And and he said that, you know, they do that, for the patient's safety because, some patients when they are, intubated on a ventilator will, will fight the ventilator and and they could thrash around.”

“"My husband's oxygen, he was not stable. He was not stable to be transferred. I was sick about it. The doctors told me, you know, he'll be fine.”

“"But as soon as I found out, I was livid because my husband's oxygen the day he asked to be intubated. He wasn't it wasn't medically necessary, so I knew he wasn't as sick as they were making him out to be by introducing palliative care. And I I told him, you know, they haven't tried everything. They're not doing everything they can. I I want to try ivermectin. You told the doctor literally told me we've done everything we can. It's up to God and Kyle's body. So for me, why wouldn't you try ivermectin? If you're telling me you've done everything you can, why won't you try it?”

“"But as soon as I found out, I was livid because my husband's oxygen the day he asked to be intubated. He wasn't it wasn't medically necessary, so I knew he wasn't as sick as they were making him out to be by introducing palliative care... if you're telling me you've done everything you can, why won't you try it?”

“"The doctors told me, you know, he'll be fine.”

“"I'm so upset with myself for not fighting him on it. Like, we knew better, but I saw him, and he was so strong. So for him to want that, I just knew he was tired, and I didn't fight him on it.”

“"we had to essentially beg them to try something different. In fact, we did have to continue escalating our desires for mom's treatment. That includes the use of ivermectin, a highly widely recognized Nobel Prize winning medication that had already proven effective for COVID patients. That was denied the face to face requests. At one point, a nurse had told me, well, the science doesn't support the use of what you're asking for.”

“"And yet little old me by asking for medication was intimidating the staff and and they were doing that to try to silence us and to move us away from, their sacred space of where they get to do what they wanted to do to her.”

“"But if you can't show me the logic, be open to alternatives.”

“"I forget the exact term they used, but it was indicating we know she's not getting enough nutrition... we should have known she had lost an unnatural amount of weight in that month... plus you're giving her a diuretic. Do I need to explain to you how this works?... what were we asking for? We were asking for an increase of aspirin from a baby dosage to an adult dosage. But no, we can't give her that because it might do her harm.”

“"So Baylor's trying to cover this. This. Baylor's trying to cover this up. They're still up to the same shenanigans.”

“"And I couldn't believe what I was hearing. So there's all these nurses, ten of them, standing in front of my dad's window just staring at them. And they're no. None of them have their nametags on. And there's this one nurse that Sarah Grice, the girl that kills her that kills my dad. She's standing there like this, waiting with her hands like this, and Rommel Lontango, who is the nurse practitioner in charge of my dad's case, Rommel Lontango, bald guy, he hands the syringe to Sarah. And I'm thinking to myself, what is going on here? Well, my dad has a pulse of a hundred and twenty two. She injects him. His pulse rapidly starts to decrease, and she started doing the most violent chest compressions I've ever seen in my life. ... my dad was tied in restraints, obviously, because his body was bouncing ten inches off the table. ... the cop starts pushing me out of the ICU, you know, telling me leave right now. ... and then, the nurse turned off all the machines in front of them. ... cause of death, COVID nineteen. It's like they already had it ready to go. Huge cover up. Total cover up.”

“"we get a phone call from the nurse, and she's like she tells my mother, your husband says he wants to be put on a ventilator and die. We're thinking, that doesn't sound anything like my dad. ... So how do you go from don't put me on a ventilator to I wanna be put on a ventilator and die? It's in the chart.”

“"And I said, oh my, what's what's going on? What's wrong? And she said, I found I found him unresponsive. And I just started screaming. I don't understand. How can you find somebody unresponsive when they're in the hospital in a hospital bed on the CPU unit, how do you find someone unresponsive? And she kept saying, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. And then she hung up. She wouldn't give me her name. I asked her name. I I was asking all these questions.”

“"If he would have told me my husband was critical, I would have been at that hospital. I would have they would have had to have arrested me. There there's no way, in how he could be critical in sepsis. If this were the case, why wasn't I being consulted for his treatment? If if he was coherent enough to agree to all this, then he wouldn't have been as bad as what they were trying to say at the end. ... I begged him at that time, I said, I want an autopsy. And he lied to me. He told me I'm he told me, yes. You can have an autopsy, but this is Dallas County, and we're backed up. So it's gonna take six to eight months for you to do anything. ... None of us could see him. They're just telling us he died.”

“"If I would have been told the truth, if that would have been something, I would have gotten an autopsy. And I truly feel like they were covering everything up. They didn't want me to have that... but that was all in there. But, also, I had tweets. Because after all this, I've been doing a bunch of research. There was a, a friend of mine found these tweets...”

“"I can't quite you know, I mean, they're lying. You you can't say someone doesn't have a fever in their septus and they're dying. ... my husband did not have a DNR, so why weren't you doing everything possible to save him?”

“"But, again, my whole thing is how can someone be septic and critical and be making these decisions for himself? Why was it Right. Why didn't anyone call me?”